this week has been a test. first of all, i have to say...

i will miss you ben davis and breanne hulsizer. rest in peace. i'll see you later. don't worry, we'll take care of your family for you. you guys really never knew how much i appreciated you being there. breanne, during band; and ben, every morning. i thought of you two in a way that i wouldn't be able to be put into words without becoming closer than i am to you but i figure you should just know that i won't ever forget you, and will always think fondly of you. you guys are together again and that's all that matters. y'know, i didn't know that last day you guys came in to watch us practice would be your goodbye. i said hello, see you later. well, now it's much later. but i can't wait for that day. i'm gonna miss you guys. again, rest in peace.

after letting that out... this week has been so busy with visitations and funerals, and teachers have been ruthless [probably just seeming that way because all of this added stress.] have a few projects to finish. my friend got sick so i have to finish the entire project [a skit.] and memorize both parts to present to class tomorrow. agh. got the flu bug today too. this weekend is going to be tough. got a competition on saturday along with the funeral, tomorrow i've got the visitation along with WWII prop-making for our video, and shopping for said props. i hope nobody notices i'm sick. hopefully sleep will come heavy tonight. i need a good night.

since nobody reads the little rant thingies most of the time, i feel safe letting it out on here since -gets all grr again- my parents won't listen, and want to ground me 'because i know what i did.' when i really don't know at all what i did. ... but yeah. if someone does read this, well... hello there.